Friday, February 4, 2011

Welcome to the weekend

My plan for today was to work, come home, work out and then catch up on some well needed sleep, however those kinds of plans never follow through and I ended up at work for 13 hours.

Over the last 6 months I've gained 10-15 pounds which breaks my heart. A couple years ago I lost almost 40 pounds and I was so stoked, so gaining any of it back kills me. Over the last three weeks I started eating really well and working out, for almost two whole weeks most of my diet consisted of salad. I don't know what my deal was last week and started picking at snack foods like cookies, my favorite, not even eating more than like a bite, and now I weigh another pound more than I did before I did three weeks ago when I decided I needed to get back into shape!

When I lost that weight at first I was so motivated. I lost it so fast and didn't even consider eating junk food. Realizing how hard it is now makes me really upset.

Valentines day is next week and I borrowed a dress from nikki, here's hoping I can get it to fit.....or work out hard enough that I lose 5 pounds this week.
How am I supposed to work 33 hours between today and Sunday and still have time to work on getting in shape? Im tired just thinking about it.

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